She's the sort of lucky girl who grows up while never really in excess, but never having been in need of anything at all. She's always had attention and gifts lavished upon her for no reason at all. She's popular, pretty, always politically correct and it's obvious that someone will always love her. What's her secret? Can I learn it? Is it just the way she is, or is it a result of her actions? I think I will never know. If I ask her  there is no doubt at all that in her head she will immediately label me Strange and then I will never be enlightened.

*hang head in shame*
D:

I can honestly tell you that I don't mind, if you really wanted to find me you could have. I don't know if someone else is playing games with you using my name, because I didn't receive messages that were supposedly sent out and one of you already know this (maybe you forgot), but at least if we ever meet again could you stop asking why I don't meet up with you girls anymore. I'm clear that I'm not particularly pleasant, or sociable, or good-looking, good-looking people always have it better it's true, but I'm a loyal and trustworthy person. I don't feel badly towards most of you personally, sincerely I wish you all a Merry Christmas.

I wanted to bitch about something, but then decided against posting it here since it's so trivial. plus I can just grab those I wanna tell and whisper viciously in their ear :3 \m/

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Superstar - Taylor Swift</div>


you smile that beautiful smile
and all the girls in the front row scream your name

so dim that spotlight and tell me things like
i can't take my eyes off of you
i'm no one special just another wide eyed girl
who's desperately in love with you
give me a photograph to hang on my wall
superstar...