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but i cant help missing you.
this needs to stop. now.
Picture perfect memories, scattered all around the floor. Reaching for the phone cause, I can't fight it any more. And I wonder if I ever cross your mind. For me it happens all the time. It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now. I said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now. And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now. Another shot of whiskey, can't stop looking at the door. Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before. And I wonder if I ever cross your mind. For me it happens all the time. It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now. I said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now. And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now. I guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all. It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now. And I said I wouldn't call, but I'm a little drunk and I need you now. And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now. I just need you now. Oh baby I need you now.
God sends His love and faithfulness to pull you back up again.
i thank God for all the wonderful friends to help me through the difficulties of my life. be it being there to hear me pour out my sorrows and be such a wonderful listening ear and friend, to discuss with me and to give me sound advice or to just make time to have fun together.
a particular promise that i recall, not exactly, but its essence is this - God always has good plans for you, and even though the going is difficult, He will be there for you always to tide you through.
its the first three month holidays of uni life and im grappling with new found freedom! free from lectures and tutorials, free from endless and still endless readings! yet with freedom, there is boredom. there's a limit to always spending time going out, shopping, watching movies and watching videos at home. and all of which severely sucks money out of the pockets!
so i plan to
#1 find a job!
#2 find a tuition kid and juggle it with the job
#3 pick up a new skill - hopefully ice skating or beach volleyball!
and then i guess when end june and july comes what with all the camps going on, time will pass really fast and without knowing it i've gotta go back to mugging again damn.
its how much i can accomplish that counts!
anyway, the best thing in the world, OREO CHEESECAKE=)
jiayou!
So You Would Come - Hillsong www.youtube.com/watch Before the world began You were on His mind And every tear you cry Is precious in His eyes Because of His great love He gave His only Son Everything was done So you would come Nothing you can do Could make Him love you more And nothing that you've done Could make Him close the door Because of His great love He gave His only Son Everything was done So you would come Come to the Father Though your gift is small Broken hearts, broken lives He will take them all The power of the Word The power of His blood Everything was done So you would come its a really nice video=) on another note, one thing i have to do is to learn to be patient and not to be selfish. but it takes two hands to clap.
