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its the first three month holidays of uni life and im grappling with new found freedom! free from lectures and tutorials, free from endless and still endless readings! yet with freedom, there is boredom. there's a limit to always spending time going out, shopping, watching movies and watching videos at home. and all of which severely sucks money out of the pockets! so i plan to #1 find a job! #2 find a tuition kid and juggle it with the job #3 pick up a new skill - hopefully ice skating or beach volleyball! and then i guess when end june and july comes what with all the camps going on, time will pass really fast and without knowing it i've gotta go back to mugging again damn. :: +Memory :: Tell a Friend :: 4 replies :: Reply its how much i can accomplish that counts! anyway, the best thing in the world, OREO CHEESECAKE=) jiayou! So You Would Come - Hillsong www.youtube.com/watch Before the world began You were on His mind And every tear you cry Is precious in His eyes Because of His great love He gave His only Son Everything was done So you would come Nothing you can do Could make Him love you more And nothing that you've done Could make Him close the door Because of His great love He gave His only Son Everything was done So you would come Come to the Father Though your gift is small Broken hearts, broken lives He will take them all The power of the Word The power of His blood Everything was done So you would come its a really nice video=) on another note, one thing i have to do is to learn to be patient and not to be selfish. but it takes two hands to clap. The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider Freeways , but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness. We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom. We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often. We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years to life not life to years. We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor. We conquered outer space but not inner space. We've done larger things, but not better things. We've cleaned up the air, but polluted the soul. We've conquered the atom, but not our prejudice. We write more, but learn less. We plan more, but accomplish less. We've learned to rush, but not to wait. We build more computers to hold more information, to produce more copies than ever, but we communicate less and less. These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion, big men and small character, steep profits and shallow relationships. These are the days of two incomes but more divorce, fancier houses, but broken homes. These are days of quick trips, disposable diapers, throwaway morality, one night stands, overweight bodies, and pills that do everything from cheer, to quiet, to kill. It is a time when there is much in the showroom window and nothing in the stockroom. A time when technology can bring this letter to you, and a time when you can choose either to share this insight, or to just hit delete... Remember; spend some time with your loved ones, because they are not going to be around forever. Remember, say a kind word to someone who looks up to you in awe, because that little person soon will grow up and leave your side. Remember, to give a warm hug to the one next to you, because that is the only treasure you can give with your heart and it doesn't cost a cent. Remember, to say, 'I love you' to your partner and your loved ones, but most of all mean it. A kiss and an embrace will mend hurt when it comes from deep inside of you. Remember to hold hands and cherish the moment for someday that person will not be there again. Give time to love, give time to speak! And give time to share the precious thoughts in your mind. AND ALWAYS REMEMBER: Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away. George Carlin This is the youtube link =) www.youtube.com/watch I hung up the phone tonight Something happened for the first time deep inside It was a rush, what a rush 'Cause the possibility That you would ever feel the same way about me It's just too much, just too much Why do I keep running from the truth? All I ever think about is you You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized And I've just got to know Do you ever think when you're all alone All that we can be, where this thing can go? Am I crazy or falling in love? Is it real or just another crush? Do you catch a breath when I look at you? Are you holding back like the way I do? 'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy Has it ever crossed your mind When we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends? Is there more, is there more? See it's a chance we've gotta take 'Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last Last forever, forever Do you ever think when you're all alone All that we can be, where this thing can go? Am I crazy or falling in love? Is it real or just another crush? Do you catch a breath when I look at you? Are you holding back like the way I do? 'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy Why do I keep running from the truth? All I ever think about is you You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized And I've just got to know Do you ever think when you're all alone All that we can be, where this thing can go? Am I crazy or falling in love? Is it real or just another crush? Do you catch a breath when I look at you? Are you holding back like the way I do? 'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy This crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy Testify To Love - Avalon Lyrics
All of voices of the wind Every dream that reaches out That reaches out to find where love begins Every word of every story Every star in every sky Every corner of creation lives to testify For as long as I shall live I will testify to love I'll be a whitness in the silences when words are not enough With every breath I take I will give thanks to God above For as long as I shall live I will testify to love From the mountains to the valleys From the rivers to the sea Every hand that reaches out Every hand that reaches out to offer peace Every simple act of mercy Every step to kingdom come All the Hope in every heart will speak what love has done. especially for the past two years spent in a so called rigid education system. -its only when we are given freedom and independence that we miss the scheduled lifestyle. and also for the people i've met. whether we've never talked before but made an impression, whether we've talked alot before and slowly ceased to talk because none of us made the effort to keep in contact or whether we were close and now still are. nonetheless each and every period of time and person serve to be a unique memory for me. i guess the starting of school and the break of a long eight months of holiday evoked in me a sudden inspiration to blog. and not those kind of entries that end in a few words, or the kind of entries that are filled with photos and photos of events. not that i'm prejudiced against entries like that cos i do it too and it serves well as a memory journal, but that i prefer entries with deep thoughtful meanings and sort of a round-a-bout way of writing. i always admire people who can write very well and present their thoughts in such a manner. and there are quite a few such friends who write that way=) sometimes we become disappointed. because the people we least want them to disappoint do exactly that. little things that dont actually matter much but does to the sensitive soul to larger issues that may lead to a blow up. its the capacity to tolerate that matters=P i wonder if many people have the same fear as i do - the irrational fear of the dark and everything else imaginable that lurks under these shadows. its one irritating fear as it causes undue paranoia and the lack of sleep. its a childish fear that i, as a christian, am trying to overcome haha. anyways, i'm feeling so bad that i haven been showing my face everyday for oweek although i signed up as a councillor. its the last few days of the hols and i want to grab hold of it before it really ends! i'm so sorry swaku! but i hope everyone enjoyed oweek as i did the arts camp=) happy national day!!  weixiang in my glasses  jaz zhaolin and me  junyi and petros - while on the way to the treetop walk  the girls, drenched  pastor and the girls  the guys  jaz junwei and zhaolin  look at weixiang's reaction to junwei expression of love=P   hahaha nicholas weixiang eugene chan and fredrick  eugene chan and me  fredrick and me  smile shutter #1 - successful!=)  smile shutter #2 - unsuccessful haha. i had to manually press the button=P  joshua and ernest  yi xiao and junwei  my angel ian and me    illusions!!  junwei posing as shawn     eugene chan and jaz  weixiang and jaz  weixiang and angeline  fredrick carrying 2 pple?!  angeline and ruth  zhaolin and joshua these are day 2 photos. day 1 are with zhaolin! ARTS CAMP coming up!!=) |